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emo time capsule

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 11:28:39 GMT

When the wound is replaced by scar tissue and the pain dulls, and I think it's safe again, I will read this and remember.

hypothesis

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 01:34:15 GMT

At the moment I'm 20 and I look like a 10 year old: not so good. But when I hit 50 and look like a 30 year old, I'll be pretty hot stuff. Eh? Eh?

...if I go bald before then I'll cry.

It's that time again

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 14:17:30 GMT

Am I repulsive?

If so, why???

If not, liar!!!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Wed, 16 May 2007 06:10:16 GMT

Bored

Tue, 15 May 2007 17:46:49 GMT

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Thursday, April 26, 2007

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 21:38:06 GMT

I don't even know who you are but I pray for you everyday.

First and foremost, I pray that you exist.
I pray that we meet only when we're ready, but not one second later.
I pray God takes care of you until then.
I pray He prepares and equips you to deal with my retardedness.
I pray that we can serve Him together.
Most of all, I pray that I can make you as happy as I know you will make me.

Empty vessels

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 19:46:56 GMT

Ok why is it so often the case that people's knowledge and insight on a subject is inversely proportional to the size of their mouth? I'm really annoyed by this fact especially when it makes incompetent people look... well, not incompetent. And at the expense of others.

Positive thoughts... must go to my happy place...

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Sun, 08 Apr 2007 19:18:29 GMT

Baptized on Easter... it was great.

I'm emotional even for a musician, so I'm always either bouncing off the walls or crying into my pillow. So when I get a feeling of peace, I know I'm not capable of it and it must be from God. It feels awesome.

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow
Because He lives, all fear is gone
Because I know He holds the future
And life is worth the living just because He lives

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Sun, 01 Apr 2007 23:46:13 GMT

What will it take for me to start living life again?

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 06:02:22 GMT

After 7 years and 3 unsuccessful attempts I finally finish the thing.

Now what?